Dont ask me why. or what runs through my head.i have asked myself that at least a million times. all i know is when i see them together. looking the way they do towards each other i get this rush of hope. this feeling like no one is perfect. no relationship will always be amazing. but that doesn't mean it wont take your breathe away.

I WANT THIS!!

i want to go all out.

Im doing what i want, because i can.
I wish guys would take an intrest in me. everyone knows that wont happen. i just need faith, to believe things will only get better..

Im changing everything!
I am changing myself, my thoughts, my happiness.. Even the name of this blog.
I will make myself a happier person, and stop caring about other peoples perceptions of me. I will become a better person. Any one that gets in my way, will have another thing coming.

The only people that keep me going..

GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU STUPID PERSON! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! YOU RUIN EVERYTHING! just because i smile doesn't mean like you. i smile, because in my head, you are dying in a hole..