i dont think you know how much i hate it, when you are nice to my face. and a complete bitch behind my back.

i know no one cares. it hurts. so much. all the time.
sometimes, i just want to fade away. forever.

I am not beauitful in the slightest. I dont have, regretably, desighner clothes, but i am as individual as i can be.

STOP TELLING ME STUPID, PATHETIC, INCOHERENT, UNINTELLIGENT LIES

It's always been you. Idiot. Always. In my dreams, in my head. Suffocating me, killing me, all the time. I hate you. At least, i wish i did.

i love harry potter. it makes me happy no matter how i am feeling. but, out of everyone, i love ron the most.

...and then it all happened. all at once. everything and everyone that ever meant anything to me meant more then life yet less then love. and my mind blanked and i thought i was going to die. i knew i was going to die. i just didn't know when.