i have to meet him. i dont want to, i have to. really i do.

runaway as fast as you can.

she just doesn't treat you right.

no one has ever called me beautiful. no wonder i can't trust you. i know what i want. i have always known what i wanted. i think i just wished, deep down, you would know as well. because that would mean i wouldn't have to be alone anymore. is that to much to ask for?

thoughts read unspoken, forever and now.
the pieces of memories fall to the ground.
i know what i did and how so, i wont let this go.
'cause its true. i am nothing without you.

i hate how you have so much control over me. i would do anything you asked me to do. just because you are you. and that scares me. how can i be me when i am so obsessive over you.

i truely cant go to school. they cant make me. it will break everything thats perfect. it will ruin all the happy thoughts and dreams. it will ruin me. that just cant happen anymore. i need to be strong. i need to be strong for my little brother. and for my family thats falling apart. because i love them. no matter how much they break my heart they are here for me. i can never repay them properly for that.