I've put so much effort into this blog. My life pours onto this screen. Every feeling i have every day gets written down and catalouged so one day, 20 years from now i will log on to this blog and read everything that ran through my head when i was 14. I want to say so much. I want people to hear my every word. But no one will ever read this blog. And i have slightly come to terms with that. Almost.