sometimes i wonder what it would be like to die.
would it be painfull, or an infinity of bliss.
a life in another life,
you, but not you.
a different world,
a different love.
a different hate.
a different dream, to aspire to.
i guess we all find out.
perhaps there is nothing, just black, forever peace.
i wonder if it would be better than my life now.
i have began to understand that there is so little wrong with my life.
it is a life millions would wish for.
friends, loving family, enough money, safety.
so why do i feel like this? all the time?
i have only one conclusion.
the only thing wrong in this life,
is me.